I’ve been a volunteer at our church and kids’ grade school for nearly 20 years. I’ve held bake sales, led scout troops, and now I’m chairing the fall festival. My husband coaches the soccer team. Come spring, our youngest will graduate and go on to high school.
Knowing this is coming up, we’re both trying to find someone to step up and take our places. My committee members are very sweet and hard workers, but no one wants to be queen bee. The assistant coach’s child is graduating, too, and no other parent has responded to our many notices in the school newsletter asking for a new coach.
I’m starting to get nervous. I’d like the chance to pass along all I’ve learned to someone, but I can’t twist anyone’s arm to take my job. My husband is a great coach, but I don’t know of anyone who knows soccer like he does. Any suggestions?
Done My Time
Dear Done My Time,
Thanks for all you’ve given to your church and school through the years. Volunteering is a great way to be involved in your children’s lives, and, you impacted a lot of grateful families with your service.
My husband and I were involved with our neighborhood association for most of the 20 years we’ve lived in our home. My longest stretch came as editor of the newsletter (10 years!), a monthly task that I often resented. It was always the one more thing I had to do, after family, work, and house stuff. (You know what it takes.) Despite our good intentions, our efforts were subject to lots of opinions, and sometimes conflicts arose. I certainly had my share.
So, when I passed the project on to a talented neighbor and friend, you’d think I’d be nothing but happy, right? I was relieved, but also sad. There was a hole in my life where that commitment used to be. My outside said I wanted to be done with it, but part of me held on. Perhaps there are some ways you’re clinging to your place at the school, and don’t realize it? Sometimes we get stuck in our way of doing things, and it’s hard to let someone with new ideas step in and take over. You say you want to pass along all that you’ve learned, but maybe you also want to be assured that your successor will do things the way you did? There may be ways that you’re unwittingly pushing away people who genuinely want to help. Try to think of it as a relay race, where you’ve run your stretch, and hand the baton off to someone else. They may not run like you. Cut that loose.
In my case, a moment of clarity came when I realized there was a lot to be thankful for: the service the newsletter was to our community; my friend’s offer to take it from me; the found time I now had. I tried to sit with the space, and not rush into the next thing, to try and see where life was leading me. I discovered I could downshift for a while.
For you and your husband, do your best in the time left as festival chair and coach. It’s not your responsibility to ensure that these two programs continue—it’s really the community’s job. If the other school families value these programs, they will find a way to keep them going. Perhaps the best way to let that happen is to simply step aside, with no successor in line. A scary thought, I know. But, I’ll bet you two have run your programs so well for so long that no one has really felt the need to take a leadership role. Stand down, and see who steps up. Let one of those grateful parents take a turn. Enjoy these lame duck months, because I bet it won’t be long until you’re up to your elbows again at the high school. Good luck!
What I Learned from the Sunset:
- Stop and pay attention: sunsets come on slowly but change quickly. If you see a beauty and think, “Oh I’ll take a good long look when I get home,” you’ll miss it.
- Just because the sun is gone it doesn’t mean the show is over. On vacation in Key West, my one goal was to see the sunset over the ocean. My husband and two girls and I search for a spot to watch, but all the front row seats were taken on every pier. As the sun went down, we strained to see around the crowd. But after the sun sank in the water, people got up and left their tables. My enterprising husband quickly secured one, and the four of us ate dinner in the glow of the colors that lasted far beyond the sun’s disappearance.
- Some days are better than others, so hold on ’cause a good one is coming: One evening, the colors may not show. Others, the sky’s on fire. Remember on the gray days that tomorrow may surprise you.
- We haven’t heard the last word: Sunsets are spontaneous beauty that comes just when the day is done, with nothing more to say for it. Just when we think it’s all over, life may have other plans.
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